Oxymoron’s are a thing! 🤷🏽♀️
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Peace and Blissings Beloveds on this Moon Dey and all the ones after! The new moon in Gemini brought plenty of peaceful disruptions. I wasn’t quite sure what todays topic would be and low and behold during my sleep this thought sauntered its way into my mind.
When you think of peace, you inevitably think of calm, patience, quiet and focus (or at least those are the things that come to my mind). When you think of disruptions, things such as loud, brash, interruptions, loss of focus and chaos are the words that run into thought. So how can two words that seemingly mean the opposite go hand in hand together?
Well, let me shed a little light into my experience with “Peaceful Disruptions”… I happen to actually have one occur right before I began writing this 😅. I had woken from my sleep a bit uneasy and I could feel my brain working the things out that had just occurred in the astral realm and there goes my phone ringing, dragging me out of those thoughts. It was of course my best friend (mom) calling to check in on us and our day. Can you tell which was the peace and what was the disruption?
Mom brought me the peace by disrupting my brain from trying to figure out the many messages that were flooding my brain. This has actually happened quite a bit this last weekend. It seems anytime my brain shifts into chaos mode something occurs to bring it back to the present. Which is more peaceful than trying to figure out the nagging and intrusive thoughts that have been trying to occur.
Now some may think the intruder may be seen as disruptive if they wish to indulge in actually trying to figure out the chaos. I simply welcome the distraction because I know it’s not time to focus on those things just yet. It’s a sort of divine protection reminding me that the present is more important than things you can't control.
As an avid over-thinker I’m beyond grateful for peaceful disruption! After all it could be worse. The disruptions could be just as intense as what it is distracting you from which would probably result in “fight or flight” mentality and how can anything get done in that sort of energy?! It can be a challenge to find the silver lining in things that feel heavy and it isn’t something I always want to do yet it something that has value.
Healing is something that is constant and it gets to be exhausting. Which is why my brain is often trying to find where I fit in the chaos. How I contributed to what is occurring or how I can best handle the situation for the best out come. Often being front and center can make for missing some of the picture which is why the peaceful distraction is also welcomed. It gives you time to step back and see things a bit clearer.
We can all use clarity from time to time. The energy in the last few days has brought up soul much about where I’ve been and where I’m headed that I haven’t enjoyed much of the present. Made me glad that I could acknowledge it was time to put some of that down and just enjoy where I am at the moment. So that’s the agenda today! To put down product design, creating, figuring out our next step, writing, and so on. Today is for the moments.
I’m going to enjoy the memories I’m creating with my starseeds and be grateful that a peaceful disruption came along to remind me what truly matters in a realm so full of focus on the wrong things. I’m going to take a break from the healing and enjoy the peace that has been afforded to me in the now. I hope you find some time to do the same!😘
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P.s. Love the life your living even if that life isn’t full of love just yet because what you put out is what inevitably returns;😉