Careful Beloved, my shadow is showing🤦🏾♀️😳...
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Peaceful Moon Dey to you though🧿. The moon is in Libra ♎️ and Venus is officially retrograde in Leo ♌️. Reflection has consumed my thoughts and prayers are my way out of this chaos. I know that there are so many others facing trials and tribulations and I am committed to showing that we can make it out of the dark places by shining light even when it feels as if no light can get in. Trust that whatever your feeling is temporary and push forward even if your not sure how things will work out. Nothing last forever and setbacks are simply setups for comebacks! So many are out here pretending everything is going great when in reality it is just a facade to make the rest of the world comfortable with their pain. Not here! I'm healing outloud and I am providing a place for others to do such as well. You don't have to be positive all the time! It's okay to break down and give yourself a chance to be a mess. Just don't live there!!! So this is all I have today because I am giving myself permission not to be perfect or perform for the collective when inside I feel a mess. I'm showing myself grace. The same grace I would have for one of my beloveds. I pray you have grace for yourself as well. Please enjoy the poetic piece shared below 👇🏾 as a token of appreciation for sticking with me and the journey;
May you have the Dey you deserve.❤️🩹
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You kissed parts of my soul that had long since lost hope of light
I instantly wanted the forever in this place of love far from the shadows my past cast on ever loving or being loved again
So I open myself to receive you
I allowed you to go as deep as you wanted
All the while connecting the dots that this was not for you what it was for me
I communicated my feelings and though it seemed you comprehended
I quickly was made aware that to you it was only surface deep
You could only hold space for the intimacy provided that refueled your presence
So you seen no wrong in casting aside the very source to which your battery obtained its power and therefore in arrogance denounced a blissing sent to you
Squandering the time spent with fragments of essences that will never amount to the purity of truth found in the connection of souls on one accord.
And I’d do it all again
Love you that is;
~Jai El ✨👁️